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This Chapter of mah lyf is CLOSED

After months and months of abstaining from alcohol

I was drunk last night.

It’s a miracle how I drove home safely

These past few weeks’ things were tormenting me.

I’m trying hard to neglect it

But I guess the more you hide it and suppress it , the more it will look for an outlet and outburst of all the successful containment you did

So, Last night was the perfect timing.

All the suppress feelings were released

I don’t want to think I’m living a DR.Jekyl or Hyde syndrome

Some people know me like this, some people know me like that

“I’m pretending I’m mad but deep inside I’m wanting for us to talk and hang out again” is for my best friend.

You know the type of argument so petty that words just piled up and not knowing you are hurting the other party already. War of the words

I’m trying to fix thing between us, but you’re very much arrogant in your own ways and wanting this cold treatement as if were not the closest friend ever. Then fine. I apologized already. Now it’s up to you to bear grudges inside you.

Another story, and whats wrong with you two? Are you playing mind games or just using each other? It’s an on and off thing? I thought ages ago, you both denied each other. And I don’t really care, so don’t message me and ask me to tell her stay here in the Philippines , say things we broke up blah blah blah. already but can’t commit from the words you say . Integrity sweetie , it will go a long way

And If I texted you as simple as happy birthday, do not reply “Thank you Munchie blah blah blah blah…”

quite unfair for the guy isn’t? calling me munchie? Grow up please. Very annoying. Very. For crying out loud, how old are you again? Why are you doing this? Don’t hurt or use other people just to make yourself feel better. Don’t commit if you’re just going to hide her from your family. That is so unfair. Since when did you learn to do this things? i don't know you anymore. KARMA. You should have known better.

But for now. I have to drink /take something and succumb myself to whatever will happen next. I guess. Its now over and done. This chapter of my life is officially close.

Thank you for the people who stood by me.

Thank you for riding with me in my rollercoaster life.

Thank you for just being there.

Sulat ng isang Single

Kung sino ka man,

Matagal na rin akong isang masugid na manunuyo, bagamat 'di mo pansin ako'y tapat sayo at sa aking nadarama, bagkus kung minsan ako'y napapaisip kung bakit tadhana'y sadyang kay saklap.
Talaga bang ganito ang pagmamahal; minsan kulang? Seryoso ako sayo ngunit di mo napapahalagahan ang bawat minuto na ginugugol ko.
Kala mo biro lang ang lahat at habang sa ako'y nasasaktan, lalong tumitibay ang dibdib ko para ako'y mapa saiyo, pero pano?
Kung panahon man ang makakapagsabi, " sana'y sa mga oras na ito, ako muna'y palayain mo.'  Bihag mo ang puso ko, nagtiis ng matagal para sa matamis mong oo, pero hanggang ngayon umaasa parin at nangungulila sayo.

Masakit man isipin tila isa lamang itong laro.

- Maaari namang sabihin mo sakin kung di ka handa, malaya kitang papakawalan.
- Pwede rin sabihin mo na pagod kana at ika'y magpapahinga sa gayo'y di kita maabala.
- O kaya nama'y konsentrasyon mo'y ibubuhos na muna sa pagsusunog ng kilay o trabaho para ako'y panandaliang umiwas sayo.

Kung oras man o distansya ang dahilan 'wag kang mag-alala maaari kong isakripisyo ang lahat, ngunit hayaan mong mapatunayan kong bukal at wagas ang pagmamahal ko sayo.

" Nakakalungkot isipin dahil hinahangad kita ngunit mahirap din umasa."


Nagmamahal,
Ako

The other side

Flabbergasted with my emotions lately, I know it's very common to people to act this way.. What I mean is I act abnormal, far from my real self. My own personality, quiet, shy, open-minded, and always in defense mode (usually playing safe). Now, I'm opposite. I'm kinda talky to everybody even though I don't know them. I know it's one way of showing how friendly and nice I am. But I can't control myself from sharing special stuffs. Of course I still have limitations..  Because of this damn love! I can't think normally! I've been self-destructing, trying to stay-away from that someone. But I can't. I know I'm acting like a fool, stupid, idiot, and (some bad words) I'm confuse, retarded but I know I love that someone.. I always eat and sleep alone but how I want that someone to eat with me; sleep with me on my bed! (dirty minded.. stop thinking that way!) Disappointed if that someone won't text or buzz me. (Well, missed would be the right word). Excited if I saw "someone's" name on my friendster inbox. Demit I don't know how to forget "someone". I'm sending "someone" weird messages that I doubtlessly ever not thinking of "someone's" reaction! HMP! I once stopped myself from sending messages to "someone". Well, the result? The more I escaped and stayed away the more I love "someone"! I'll try again today.. Try to stay away for good. And won't buzz "someone" ‘til next month! I don't want to fool myself anymore and I don't want to wreck someone's life and my life.. I know the consequences...(some)

I know it's destiny's game, but I don't know how to play it.. People surely experienced this common stuffs. We paint pictures and imagined the result but doubt if we can finish it perfectly as what we imagined. Humans act weird sometime in their lives..

Sorry for posting this.. i have to vent this out.. or else I'll die with an unfinished business and a heart full of love but nobody to share for..

Lusty Resto

THIS WAS POSTED IN ONE RESTAURANT NEAR NAIA AIRPORT ,
           so, maybe next time you are around the area, you may
           as well dine-in there, and check out their menu; AS
           YOU GO ON, IT'S BECOMING INTERESTING AND MORE
           FLAVORFUL!!! (this is based on true facts...)

            1.  TAPSILOG - Tapa, Sinangag, Itlog

            2.  LONGSILOG - Longganisa, Sinangag, Itlog

            3.  HOTSILOG - Hotdog, Sinangag, Itlog

            4.  PORKSILOG - Pork, Sinangag, Itlog

            5.  CHICKSILOG - Chicken, Sinangag Itlog

            6.  AZUCARERA - Adobong Aso

            7.  LUGLOG - Lugaw, Itlog

            8.  PAKAPLOG - Pandesal, Kape, Itlog

            9.  KALOG - Kanin, Itlog

            10. PAKALOG - Pandesal, Kanin, Itlog

            11. MAALOG NA BETLOG - Maalat na Itlog, Pakbet, Itlog

            12. BAHAW - Bakang Inihaw (akala ninyo kaning lamig ano)

            13. KALKAL - Kalderetang Kalabaw

            14. HIMAS - Hipon Malasado

            15. HIMAS SUSO - Hipon Malasado, Sugpo, Keso

            16. HIMAS PEKPEK - Hipon Malasado, Kropek, Pinekpekan

            17. PEKPEK MONG MALAKI - Kropek, Pinekpekan, Monggo, Mlasado, Laing, Kilawin

            18. DILA - Dinuguan, Laing

            19. DILAAN MO - Dinuguan, Laing, Dalandan, Molo

            20. BOKA BOKA - Bopis, Kanin, Bokayo, Kape

            21. BOKA BOKA MO PA - Bopis, Kanin, Bokayo, Kape, Molong Pancit

            22. KANTOT - Kanin, Tortang Talong

            23. KANTOT PA - Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit

            24. SIGE KANTOT PA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit 
            25. SIGE KANTOT PA IBAON MO - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit - Take out

            26. SIGE KANTOT PA HA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit, Halo-halo

            27. SIGE KANTOT PAIBAON MO PAPA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit... Take out with Ketchup

            28. PAKANTOT - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong

            29. PAPAKANTOT - Papaitan, Kanin, Tortang Talong

            30. PAPAKANTOT KA BA - Papaitan, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Kapeng Barako

            31. PAKANTOT SA YO - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Saging + Yosi

            32. PAKANTOT KA - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Kape

            33. PAKANTOT KA HABANG MATIGAS PA - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Kape, Inihaw na Bangus, Maruya, Tinola, Ginisang Aso, Pancit

            34. SUBO - Sugpo, Bopis

            35. SUBO MO - Sugpo, Bopis, Molo

            36. SUBO MO PA - Sugpo, Bopis, Molo, Pancit

            37. SUBO MO PA MAIGE - Sugpo, Bopis, Molo, Mais, Pige

            38. SUBO MO TITE KO - Sugpo, Bopis, Tinola, Teryaki, Kochinta

            39. SUBO MO TITE KO BILIS - Sugpo, Bopis, Tinola, Teryaki, Kochinta, Bihon, Tawilis

            40. SUBO MO TITE KO BILIS, HAYOP! - ...same as #39, minura mo lang yung waiter kasi ang tagal ng order.
 

            NOW, YOU BELIEVE, FILIPINO CUISINE MENUS CAN BE SO
           APPETIZING, SERVE WITH SIZZLING LIBIDO... ENJOY YOUR
           MEAL, BON APPETITI!!!

All hell yeah

So what explains how our level of discourse sinks to such depths when we are granted anonymity?

One can only wonder whether — if it were possible to simply turn on some sort of anonymity shield — we might interact on the streets the same way we interact in the shout-outs.

It’s tempting to have faith in the inherent good of humanity, and I do believe that a minority of people are responsible for a majority of the more reprehensible shout-outs. Nevertheless, when considering both the quantity and extremism of negative shout-outs, it is impossible to avoid speculation about how much animosity and resentment simmer below the neat and tidy surface of our society.

So, to those lobbing attacks from behind this veil of secrecy: Shout-out to mustering up a little courage and letting us know who you are.

Kissing Secrets

1.Great Breath - This is very important. Make sure you brush your teeth before going out on your date. There is nothing worse than kissing someone with bad breath. If your date consists of having something to eat before the actual kiss, make sure you have a mint on hand to take right after you finish eating. Don't take the mint just before the kiss or chew on gum. You don't want to have something in your mouth when you kiss.

2.Moist Lips - You want your lips to be slightly moist when you kiss. Run your tongue over your lips once before you kiss. Don't wear lip gloss because that tends to make the kiss too gooey. And don't wear a lot of lipstick unless you want your partner to wear it too after the kiss. Slightly moist lips makes it easier to move your lips over your partner's and gives both you and your partner a more pleasant experience.

3.Positioning - Stand close to your partner. As the two of you move closer together tilt your head slightly to one side. If you don't, don't worry about it. Your partner will still tilt their head slightly so your lips meet on a slight angle or they will kiss you straight on. If you can see which way your partner's head is tilting, tilt your head slightly in the opposite direction.

4.Close Eyes - Just before your lips meet, close your eyes. Some people prefer to leave their eyes open during the kiss. But until you know what your partner prefers, it is best to close your eyes. Kissing with your eyes open, looking into one another's eyes while you kiss, can be very erotic and some people find it quite enjoyable. You may want to try kissing this way once you're more comfortable kissing your partner.

5.Open Lips - Open your mouth slightly and place your lips over your partner's lips. Do not hold your breath! Breath through your nose. As your lips meet, press them gently over your partner's. You may wish to move your lips in a slow, circular motion or just leave them still over your partners.

6.Closed Lips - This is like the type of kiss you'd give your grandma or aunt. Instead of opening your mouth when your lips meet, keep them closed. This is also a good way of letting your partner know this is as far as it goes. It also makes a great hello/good-bye kiss or a great first time kiss if you're nervous.

7.Hands - There are many ways you can use your hands during a kiss. The most popular way is to put one hand on your partner's waist and the other one against the middle of their back. Other ways to use your hands are to cup your partner's face in your hands (very romantic!), put them around your partner's neck, put them around their waist, hold your partner's upper or lower arms gently, run your finger's through their hair, or just hold their hands in yours.